I ordered a book 3 months ago and they still havnt shipped it. They just keep changing the expected delivery date everytime the last one passes. I was really looking foward to having this book to read after my exams but now i wont get it until well into the next semester. Fuckers. Im this close to boycotting Amazon. Which sucks cause I love it.
i feel like a zombie. a zombie who is having a very bad week. a zombie who spent an hour filling the tub one potfull of water at a time. then waiting for it to cool to a non-scalding temperature for another hour just so i could have a 10 minute bath. a zombie because i stayed up till 3 in the morning trying to do homework and get lunches made and fruit salad cut up. i need to go to moenymart to get quarters for laundry but its evil outside. Calgary was georgeous all winter long, like spring with the occasional week of -30 or -40. Now its april and its just awful out there.
This is why i had a bad day: slept in waaaay later than I thought it was. had to rush to meet my sister so i skipped breakfast and caffeine. alice peed on my chair and carpet when I took her diaper off. the shower wouldnt get hotter than luke-warm. alice pooped in the shower. i bought a drink at second cup and didnt realise there was no caffeine in it. I bought a caffeinated drink at starbucks and forgot it on the roof of the car as I packed alice in her car seat. I sliced my finger wide open when I was digging what I thought was a magnet out from under the fridge. turned out it was a giant shard of glass from a broken plate. alice threw up on me after eating and bouncing.
oddly, I went into the liquor store to buy beer for chile and brandy for crepes and came out with a bottle of gin instead. I don't drink, but I felt like I had no choice in the matter. Unfortunatly, I am without tonic.
Previous Entry Add to memories! Track This Next Entry Three things I like
1. my family 2. getting shit done 3. tv
Three things I hate
1. ibs 2. the mothers who walk around my neighborhood pushing strollers and smoking cigarettes 3. all the negativity that haunts me
Three things I wish for
1. money 2. to be rid of the negativity 3. to get ALL my shit done...just 1 moment with nothing I need to do.
Three things I miss
1. taking baths 2. my basement 3. toronto
Three things I need
1. groceries 2. a car 3. more yoga instruction videos
Three things I want to do
1. read a lot of books 2. get really good at yoga 3. get up earlier
Three things I wish I didn't do
1. obsess over negative things(people) I can't control 2. nag 3. waste time
Three things I should have done
1. skipped the part where peter and I wasted so many years with assholes who did nothing but hurt us, and just gotten together at the start. 2. stayed in toronto 3. kept my morning routine
Three things I can't do
1. wake up early 2. keep myself from binging on carbs at midnight every night 3. leave the house
Three things I can do
1. cook 2. research 3. take care of my family
Three things I am looking forward to
1. grocery shopping 2. finishing school 3. owning our own home
Three things I want to forget
1. 1996-2003 2. Edmonton 3. Vancouver
Three things I like about myself
1. my natural beauty 2. my culinary adventures 3. quest for constant self-improvement
Three things I dislike about myself
1. im grumpy 2. im judgemental 3. im a total bitch
200 people still showed up at the Table vegetarian restaurant in Ottawa's Westboro neighbourhood to taste what a "100-kilometre diet" means in eastern Ontario after a long winter — roasted potatoes, sugar-free pancakes with maple syrup, eggs, mushrooms, hot house tomatoes and herbal tea.
"We have a pretty good supply of local food, a variety," she said. "And we would be going back to more the way our parents and grandparents ate. It would be root vegetables in the winter."
what a crock. I'm all for eating healthy and supporting local farmers, but it's definatly not historical. History is the mingling of different peoples, the diffusion of stuff from allllllll over the place. history did not occur within a 100 km bubble. AND, most significantly, human diets were seriously lacking in historical times. Our grandparents suffered many nutritional difficiencies. Progress isn't always a bad thing, you frigging luddites.
The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLMf)
Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not.
You've had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You're well experienced in dealing with other people's weirdnesses, and it's likely you're good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you've got a lot of energy.
People can tell you're sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it's how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the 'brutal' tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please.
Your exact opposite: The Nurse Random Gentle Sex Dreamer
Remarkably, you don't mind the same from your men. You've experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you're a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you'll make a fine divorcee.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Poolboy
CONSIDER: The False Messiah, someone just like you.
I've had this song stuck in my head for a week straight now. "do you ever take drugs so that you can have sex without crying" is the best lyric I've ever heard.
Guh. the intercom in my appartment doesnt work so when someone buzzes I have to let them in to find out what they want. So today I accidently let a jehovas witness in. He discussed the fact that there is the wrong name on my buzzer, which I like (anything that makes it harder for peters ex-wifes lunatic family to find us is fine by me.) Then he pulled out a piece of paper with a gruesome picture of jesus on a cross. I'm standing in my housecoat holding my baby. For a moment before he pulled out the paper I got the feeling that he was going to murder me. I felt fear. I saw the paper and said "I don't believe in God." Which is not entirely true, but the more annoying these gnatty people are, the more it becomes true. How do you feel about that, fuckers?! I told him that I buzzed him into the building in good faith and that he should not harass the other people in the building. He said that he comes here all the time and I said that noone has ever come to my appartment and that its a secure building and if he wants to talk to the other people he should go back outside and buzz them all individually since I did not let him in so he could harass everyone. He was flustery and agitated. I watched him go back outside and try to buzz everyone else. What a strategy. Send elderly men out in the middle of the day to sneak into secure appartment buildings and try to convert the kind of people who are home during the day: losers and housewifes.
I should maybe have been less stern. It would have been good practice. Today I rearrange the house and finish my precis. Progess! PROGRESS!
Ok. Today I study. I tell you because I need you all to hold me accountable. If I havn't made serious progress today, I want tsk tsks and finger wagging from all of you.
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